Like Anyone Would Care

Some says pop out songs in blogs are annoying. But for me the songs in my blog represents what I feel...and sometimes contain hidden clues to what's going on in my life. This song now that you are listening to is called the Rip by Portishead. The lyrics are :

As she walks in the room
Centered and tall
Hesitating once more
And as I take on myself
And the bitterness I felt
I realise that love flows

Interpretation:
The girl is talking about herself. She is ready to face the one she loves. She is trying to overcome all the bad feelings and anger she has because she know she still has feeling for him. Obviously there is problem in their relationship. Probably he hurted her in some ways.

Wild, white horses
They will take me away
And the tenderness I feel
Will send the dark underneath
Will I follow?

Interpretation:
The chorus represent the battle she has withher own feelings. Whether she would continue to be depressed. Or follow the white horses and leave all the anger behind. White horses represent purity and liberty. She wants to leave the sadness behind but worry she might fall back to it.

Through the glory of life
I will scatter on the floor
Disappointed and sore
And in my thoughts I have bled
For the riddles I've been fed
Another lie moves over

Interpretation
Again worrying about the possibilty that she will not forgive her lover. She knows disappointment is inevitable and worry she may fall back into depression. Whatever her lover did that nearly destroyed her love for him is still fresh and bleeding. But she try to push it away as another lie, hoping it will not repeat itself and move on.

Wild, white horses
They will take me away
And the tenderness I feel
Will send the dark underneath
Will I follow?

Wild, white horses
They will take me away
And the tenderness I feel
Will send the dark underneath
Will I follow?

That...readers, is exactly how I feel now. Honestly there is a bit of problem between me and him. But we are still holding on to the last hopes. And see if things would get better as time goes... hopefully. I rather not talk about it for now so please dont ask why and what happened. Just listen to the song.